Part 2

I may be bad as others may say,
I had my faults in some other way.
This is my fight and I must decide,
And be responsible for my own life.

We still are friends as we would like,
I know for others this is not right.
I don’t want him out of my life,
‘Cause I know I’ll be hurting inside.

Whatever the consequence, whatever the hurt,
As long as I’m fighting for all that it’s worth.
I don’t want to be forever wondering,
Of what the whole story might have been.

I don’t know how to fight for him,
‘Cause I don’t know who I am to him.
I feel like I can’t pretend no more,
For I know I have to move on.

One day I’ll tell him how I feel,
What I feel inside for him.
I hope he’ll respond positively,
If not then I should still be happy.

Whatever the effect it could create,
I will accept, it’s my mistake.
Better to do something than none,
To settle these things and then be gone.

Things will not be easy as I would like,
There may be more pain day and night.
Only if I could teach my heart,
Of what to feel and what should not.

Still I will try to be satisfied,
Of what I already have in my life.
I know the future will be good to me,
As I go along positively.


kdc 10/20/04