I haven’t got somebody like him,
I haven’t felt so happy within.
Still I’m afraid because it may last,
Like what had happened in my past.
I don’t know what extent to give,
For I might be the one to bleed.
I want things to be in a perfect way,
And make those worries to go away.
I’m not yet sure of what I feel,
If this feeling I have is for real.
I hope he’ll wait ‘til I’m not sure when,
‘cause I don’t want the same mistakes again.
I truly feel I found the one,
The one I wouldn’t want to be gone.
The one to spend the rest of my life with,
The best gift life may possibly give.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
I'm sorry i love you
I'm sorry if you don't like what I will say
I'm sorry if I’ve hurt you in anyway
I'm sorry if I miss you everyday
I'm sorry if I still love you day after day
I’m sorry I have learned to live my life with you,
that I always wanted to be with you,
That I never felt so happy within
That I wouldn’t want any other things.
I have loved you and I still do,
I will care for you ‘cause I wanted to,
I still wait for you, even if I don’t have to
I’ll never leave you even if you ask me to.
I'm sorry if I’ve hurt you in anyway
I'm sorry if I miss you everyday
I'm sorry if I still love you day after day
I’m sorry I have learned to live my life with you,
that I always wanted to be with you,
That I never felt so happy within
That I wouldn’t want any other things.
I have loved you and I still do,
I will care for you ‘cause I wanted to,
I still wait for you, even if I don’t have to
I’ll never leave you even if you ask me to.
A Mistake
I was once in love with a wrong person,
My dreams and aspirations made me realize it.
He wouldn’t bother to call me anyway,
So I decided why should I stay.
I easily went on with my life,
With lots of friends by my side.
It was very easy for me to love him,
Then it was easy forgetting him.
Suddenly a friend came in my life,
He seemed naturally sweet and kind.
We got along very well,
And there’s nothing I could not tell.
He had my trust ever since,
I even tell him my hopes and dreams.
He always does communicate,
By any means I appreciate.
No doubts came into my mind,
He is in deed one of a kind.
We grew together closer than ever,
We will be friends now and forever.
The relationship doesn’t end with it,
He began to act differently sweet.
I did not make a big deal with it,
I made myself get used to it.
As for me, nothing has changed,
On how to deal with a friend so dear.
He started saying ‘I love you’,
I didn’t answer ‘I love you too’.
I wanted him to explain to me,
That he really, really do love me.
He said he will court me someday,
Back then I don’t know what to say.
Now I’m starting to be confused,
If I was just being used.
He seldom call, he seldom write,
I don’t think this is right.
So many questions on my mind,
But the answers I can’t find.
Just recently I found out,
Answers I should have figured out.
We’ve been friends for four years,
Now I’m bursting with lots of tears.
He has a girlfriend; she’s younger than me,
They are now on their ‘eight monthsary’.
She tried to reach me thru her friend,
For some concerns she wants to end.
She’s really bothered of who am I,
Why I seem special to her guy.
I don’t want to hurt her in any way,
Therefore I decided to talk and play.
I told her I’m his friend,
And that’s where it ends.
I’m no special person for his guy,
Just a friend with no good byes.
I even told her that I knew her,
That his guy told me about her.
I hope what I did will work,
For I don’t want this girl to be hurt.
I can feel she is sincere,
To this guy who for me is dear.
Still today I am confused,
‘Till the next poem I will produce.
July 27, 2004
Part II
I may be bad as others may say,
I had my faults in some other way.
This is my fight and I must decide,
And be responsible for my own life.
We still are friends as we would like,
I know for others this is not right.
I don’t want him out of my life,
‘Cause I know I’ll be hurting inside.
Whatever the consequence, whatever the hurt,
As long as I’m fighting for all that it’s worth.
I don’t want to be forever wondering,
Of what the whole story might have been.
I don’t know how to fight for him,
‘Cause I don’t know who I am to him.
I feel like I can’t pretend no more,
For I know I have to move on.
One day I’ll tell him how I feel,
What I feel inside for him.
I hope he’ll respond positively,
If not then I should still be happy.
Whatever the effect it could create,
I will accept, it’s my mistake.
Better to do something than none,
To settle these things and then be gone.
Things will not be easy as I would like,
There may be more pain day and night.
Only if I could teach my heart,
Of what to feel and what should not.
Still I will try to be satisfied,
Of what I already have in my life.
I know the future will be good to me,
As I go along positively.
10/20/04
He wouldn’t bother to call me anyway,
So I decided why should I stay.
I easily went on with my life,
With lots of friends by my side.
It was very easy for me to love him,
Then it was easy forgetting him.
Suddenly a friend came in my life,
He seemed naturally sweet and kind.
We got along very well,
And there’s nothing I could not tell.
He had my trust ever since,
I even tell him my hopes and dreams.
He always does communicate,
By any means I appreciate.
No doubts came into my mind,
He is in deed one of a kind.
We grew together closer than ever,
We will be friends now and forever.
The relationship doesn’t end with it,
He began to act differently sweet.
I did not make a big deal with it,
I made myself get used to it.
As for me, nothing has changed,
On how to deal with a friend so dear.
He started saying ‘I love you’,
I didn’t answer ‘I love you too’.
I wanted him to explain to me,
That he really, really do love me.
He said he will court me someday,
Back then I don’t know what to say.
Now I’m starting to be confused,
If I was just being used.
He seldom call, he seldom write,
I don’t think this is right.
So many questions on my mind,
But the answers I can’t find.
Just recently I found out,
Answers I should have figured out.
We’ve been friends for four years,
Now I’m bursting with lots of tears.
He has a girlfriend; she’s younger than me,
They are now on their ‘eight monthsary’.
She tried to reach me thru her friend,
For some concerns she wants to end.
She’s really bothered of who am I,
Why I seem special to her guy.
I don’t want to hurt her in any way,
Therefore I decided to talk and play.
I told her I’m his friend,
And that’s where it ends.
I’m no special person for his guy,
Just a friend with no good byes.
I even told her that I knew her,
That his guy told me about her.
I hope what I did will work,
For I don’t want this girl to be hurt.
I can feel she is sincere,
To this guy who for me is dear.
Still today I am confused,
‘Till the next poem I will produce.
July 27, 2004
Part II
I may be bad as others may say,
I had my faults in some other way.
This is my fight and I must decide,
And be responsible for my own life.
We still are friends as we would like,
I know for others this is not right.
I don’t want him out of my life,
‘Cause I know I’ll be hurting inside.
Whatever the consequence, whatever the hurt,
As long as I’m fighting for all that it’s worth.
I don’t want to be forever wondering,
Of what the whole story might have been.
I don’t know how to fight for him,
‘Cause I don’t know who I am to him.
I feel like I can’t pretend no more,
For I know I have to move on.
One day I’ll tell him how I feel,
What I feel inside for him.
I hope he’ll respond positively,
If not then I should still be happy.
Whatever the effect it could create,
I will accept, it’s my mistake.
Better to do something than none,
To settle these things and then be gone.
Things will not be easy as I would like,
There may be more pain day and night.
Only if I could teach my heart,
Of what to feel and what should not.
Still I will try to be satisfied,
Of what I already have in my life.
I know the future will be good to me,
As I go along positively.
10/20/04
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